Latest Posts by mari-0910 - Page 2

fuck, i woke up, i’m still alive

i hate thinking about my life

Hating yourself is so draining.

feeling like shit mentally and physically

having bpd and also being a people pleaser is so weird because i will hate someone when they’re not with me and swear i’ll ignore them, and then 15 minutes later i’ll pick up their call and spend the next five hours with them

whoever said life is worth it fuckin lied

this shit sucks ass

“Omg, I’m finally healing”

(It’s been one second without my mind self sabotaging and I’ll have one of those thoughts within the next second)

The fact that you're feeling sick but your mother still forces you to go to school because it's friday

god i want to end it all so bad

there is no place in this world for people like me

I promised myself i would stop cuttting, i guess some promises are meant to be broken.

How do i die in my sleep?

How do you kill yourself in the most painless way?

I can never trust anyone.

I have to keep pretending. Just keep pretending. Just pretend everything is fine.

I just want to let it all out.

My brain is so fucking loud.

I need it all to stop.

Everything.

I can't keep living this life anymore.

“Where do you see yourself in the future”

Bb I don’t. I do not. I do not see myself. There is no future.

It’s crazy to me that there are people out there who never thought about killing themselves even once where as I think about it 24/7 every single day

please just make it stop

I can physically feel the sadness in my body and i just want to be happy for once

I should've kept everything to myself.

I should've stayed quiet.

I keep throwing up wtf

I wanna cry, but i am at school what do i do?

When will this misery end?

I failed at trying to get rid of myself. It hurts

It hurts.