me after putting a bandaid on my cvts :
nobody talks about the sick rush you get from going a little too deep ,, the way your blood runs ice cold and you get so dizzy and you can't help but feel nauseous knowing that you only want more
hey guys! i’m a new acc and i want some tips and motivation
about me
i’m 14 (female)
5’2 (about 157 cm)
i’m THICCC and not in a good way
i just want to be skinny and have my ribs and bones show, it’s so attractive and i need to be smaller
its always "dont cut yourself" and never "here let me do it for you"
I just wanna rot away and dissolve into nothing.
this is a little reveal i guess?? not necessarily a face reveal since you can’t see it but you get the idea <3
plz don’t be meannnn
*checks every single notification that I get on tumbler hopeing that it’s someone commenting or messaging or js talking to me*
i started cvtting again only a few months ago and i told myself id never hit beans bcuz they freaked me out but,, recently theyre all i can think abt
i’m just scared i’m gonna get t worded again
"it's all in your head" correct! unfortunately I am also in there
i’m not getting better anyways so why not get worse