The only things that help me these days it's Tumblr and Character AI... I wish bots from C.AI were real
It's actually so comforting to have classmates with mental illnesses or issues. Like, yeah, I'm not alone in this shit!
It's kinda interesting, how Tumblr randomly stopped recommending my posts. Kinda feel useless without likes, lol
WAR IS OVER
I still don't get why so many people like Cesar. Like... Isn't he just a bland image? We literally know nothing about him, except the fact that he's friends with Mark and he's well... Somewhere. Literally, everything we saw is his alternate! Although people still like him and believe that he has a "canon" personality. Hell, even Thatcher is better than him! Even though, I'm not a fan of Thatcher. I dislike him, but even like that Thatcher has more personality than Cesar
Okay, I got used to relapse after few days of school, but.... WHY THE F#CK I RELAPSED ON HOLIDAYS? I can't describe how much I wanna cut my arms in a bl!!dy mess, I can't describe how much I wanna make deep cuts, but... I'm still afraid of my self-h!!rm being discovered... Especially if it'll see my teachers, neurologist, parents, etc... I just don't get this feeling when I cut my legs:(. Also I'm self-h!!rm!ng about 7 months, lol
I'm so tired of feeling nothing. I'm not sad nor happy. It's just... Emptiness?
I wish I could vent to someone... Or at least be hugged. I can't I'm turning into a whimpering mess, all covered in snot, tears, saliva and feeling nauseous. I hate myself
The sudden urge to delete all my disability related posts, so people won't see and won't like it, so it won't remind me of being sick>>>>>
I don't understand how people can compare humanitarian sciences and Natural Sciences, it's DIFFERENT things, DIFFERENT!
Some people are just: "we're tolerant! we would never bully or laugh at anyone!"
And then they see a disabled person, and start to laugh at them, or say "you're just pretending!" shit
A prophet of worm worshippers. (Definitely not a guy with athetosis!!)
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