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I’m in a loop, I restrict, then I binge and I’m back where I started.
Anyone else going through this/have tips?
(it’s me wtf is happening)
I’m so done. I’m going back to school in a few hours, I just pulled out a chunk of my hair, I ruined my fast, and if I tell my parent they’ll send me back to the ward, and I have a therapist appt later today.
this month’s choices are next month’s body.
Throwing myself into drawing so I don’t binge. (I’m on hour 16 of a 24 hour liquid fast.)
I lost 10 pounds in 2 weeks!
(P.S- I have a rlly high cw so I lose quick.)
my dad just told me that hopefully if I use the bike downstairs, he’ll hopefully see some ‘progress on me.’ Great mean$p0.
when I was born I was 7 pounds, lowkey goals.
Genuinely need to lose weight quick, because I need to die, but I have to die sk1nny.
I hate when my 3d ruins fun moments with my family. I was genuinely enjoying myself, and my mom made hot chocolate and I couldn’t stop thinking abt the cals, and I felt so bad after.
my moms plan literally backfired, she took away the knifes to stop my sh, but I just got a 3d.
Ana/Mia/Sh Blog! (Block don’t report.)
You can call me Minny!
Stats+Fun Facts under the cut.
Teen, Girl, Lesbian.
Height :5’10
SW/HW: 255lbs
CW:240lbs
GW1:195lbs
GW2:170lbs
GW3:145lbs
UGW:120lbs (And lower)
(Fun facts: I’m Mexican, I LOVE comic books and superheroes. (X-Men And Batman are my favorites.) My shows include, X-Men 97’, Batman the Animated series, X-Men the Animated series and Breaking bad, along with Black Sails.
DNI- If you’re a minor DNI blog, I am a minor. Or if you are here to spread hate of any kind to anyone.
Have a good day lovelies. <3
☆⋆。𖦹 2025 is going to be the year we all reach our ugw. all YOU have to do is lock tf in.
are you going to do that for yourself?
I was like damn. (Still feeling fat) (it didn’t change anything)
Why do people comment on my body? Like bro I know I’m fat I’m trying to change that since I was like 9💀 My dad once told me that my thighs are so big and now I hate them sm and I’m trying to cover them everyday cuz the fat and these scars and just ew ew ewwww😭Btw I relapsed to sh but it’s nothing new actually. I knew that this is gonna happen cuz I’m relapsing every single fucking time. I just wanna die. I’m tired of feeling this way but at the same time I wanna get even worse so everyone can see that I’m really struggling. I can’t be sick when I don’t look sick right? Maybe I’m just pretending and I don’t have ed or I’m not struggling with staying alive. Maybe that’s all a fucking lie for attention (I don’t get any attention btw). I wish I could talk to someone abt it but they’re gonna check me everyday and I don’t want it. I don’t want help. I don’t need help. I just wish someone finally see that I’m struggling really bad and I want people to stop thinking my life is so perfect. I hate every single thing abt myself. I have no friends and nobody actually likes me. Sad but true ig.
I’m getting worse (i’m eating more)
I hate this, I hate eating little for days and then start eating like a p1g. I gotta lock in. Anyways, I have a friend at school who I started talking to since the beginning of the school year, and I recently discovered he is @n@‘s friend to, which is nice and bad at the same time. He understands me and I understand him, but it feels like a competition. Anyways, at least I don’t feel alone. 😭😭😭
I fkin hate being a sk1nny-f4t. Likeee?? I workout everyday and i eat very little, what the f
TW 3D.
FAT.
BREAKFAST! 😿
-Egg white + spicy salt: 17kcal
-Black berries: 5kcal (although it seemed weird)
-Black coffee: 2kcal
TOTAL: 23kcal 🤍
PD: I love egg whites although they make you retain fluids!! Be careful with that.
Reminder that w/ an@ you can still eat tasty stuff:
Breakfast after 18h fast.
-Black coffee (2kcal)
-Rice Cake (28kcal)
-Egg whites omelette (1x17kcal)
-Pickles (11kcal)
TOTAL: 57kcal
why isn’t my f*cking laxative working?? 😭😭😭 i binged too much and i cannot puke. FUCK. MY. LIFE.
Me fr
So I do OMAD, and I was wondering if I still should take a-z vitamins, as I read that many people who underate died because of low potassium. But at the same time, vitamins can cause a lot of health issues if exceed.
I’m really confused, could somebody help me?? 😭
I feel like if I treat my ana like a weight loss journey more than a disorder, it could be a lot more easier, plus I wouldn’t torture myself because I ate a cookie or I binged. From now on, I’m going to have a good relationship with food inside my disorder. You may not call it ana but idc, this shi is torturing me. I’m still going to do OMAD and fast.
I’ve just seen a girl in my gym that has my goal body. I’m going to kms 😭😭😭