Light As A Feather - Blog Posts

Sacrifice now, thrive later.

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Day 1/5 fast completed 🙆‍♀️

My cheeks litteraly ruin my face, I need to be better at this

In a competition of who can e@t less with my step sister (in my brain) I’m winning thank god

My retainer keeps me sane tbh, fixing my teeth, not allowed to e@t when they’re in. Fr the loml

Did so good at the gym and only ate 200 c@ls today ♥️

I have an event to go to in a little less than a month. F@sting every other day for the next 20 days just to be able to enjoy it 💋💋

I love having the flu, like yes I get to sleep all day, taking long walks beacuse u need fresh air, and I have no appetite

I feel like if you guys liked my curry recipe, you're gonna like this one as well. I like to call it "ed approved curry noodles"

✨Ingredients✨

👉 200g of konjac noodles (I used fettuccine shaped ones) - 12kcal

👉 1tsp of curry powder - 16kcal

👉 1tsp of garam masala - 9kcal

👉 salt and pepper to taste

👉 30g of white onion - 10kcal

👉 30ml of 3.2% milk - 18kcal

👉 water

~total: 65 calories!!!

✨Instructions✨

Drain your noodles and set them aside. Then, cut up your onion and fry it for about 2 minutes on a dry pan before adding milk and water (Idk how much water I used, maybe about 70-100ml). Stir everything and then add the seasonings before dumping in the noodles. Leave it to cook until most of the water-milk mixture evaporates, making it a thick sauce.

Dump the meal into a bowl and you're done!

(Remember that I do NOT promote ana or any other eating disorders, you deserve to eat, you need to eat to survive, I don't encourage you to get yourself into an ED if you don't have one (don't do it. It's not just a diet, it's dangerous), I'm just sharing some of my low calorie recipes/meal ideas to help you and perhaps encourage you to recover because you do deserve to recover, you deserve to be happy and eat without feeling guilty ❤️)

should i pick up sm0k!ng to help with the hvnger? i've wanted to for a while, but obvs is bad for you, so is it worth it?

Soft as an angel, light as a feather

Some of my fav th!nsp0 right now Xx

welcome back workouts in my room at night, my old friend

chew and spit, you'll forever be my holy grail

baking so i can watch others eat it while i st@rve and smile :)

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~goals~

cw- 67kg

1st goal- 65kg

2nd goal- 62kg

3rd goal- 60kg

4th goal- 58kg

5th goal- 55kg

6th goal- 52kg

7th goal- 49kg

and so on

im actually really exited now that i have my goals written down :)

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i saw this post a while ago that has stuck with me so much, and it's now one of the reason i love winter so much.

it was something like,

'Use winter as a cacoon. Cover yourself with big clothes while you become smaller, then in summer you will become a butterfly/everyone will be shocked because they didn't see you loose the weight.'

the exact thing happened to a friend i don't talk to anymore we drifted apart, and i didn't really pay attention to her that much. then when i saw her in summer, i was shocked, because she wasn't a skinny person before, but now she looks amazing. and i know her enough to know her methods are the ones i'm using, so it is possible. will-power and patience is all you need

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be real with me, should I start doing wieiad to embarrass myself?

dude I need to start counting cals again, i've been slacking too much.

Fun dip as OMAD is underrated. (45-50cals)

I hate purging but still feeling some food in me. 😔

(sorry for the pfp it’s temporary but I still figuring it out so you’ll have to bare with me and my choppedness, luv ya’ll.)

Hey just a little PSA.

Moots. I am obsessed with you guys and your blogs. Seeing your posts will never not make my day, good or bad posts. I love y’all so much, feel free to choke me out whenever boo. ❤️❤️

Sorry I don’t rlly reach out. I wish nothing but fairy dust and magic in your lives.

actual icons of everything magical. 💕💕 @angelsdocry @x-psychotictendencies-x @wishhedbeenateenidle @mortifyingdarling @eepiiestgrrl @okkuspokkus

Hey reminder, racists are not welcome here or anywhere. We’re all disordered and sick, but this is outrageous. Seek help and leave the internet and don’t post things like this.

I feel like such a wannarexic, but Mia has been my lifeline lately.

my throat hurts.

seeing your veins and bones poke out more>>>>

IT’S MY ABUELOS BIRTHDAY HE’S TURNING 69 I LOVE HIM SMMM! HE IS THE SWEETEST PEA EVER. He sang to me, and we took lots of photos. We both watch Charmed together, his English isn’t amazing so he calls it ‘witches’ though I think he watches just cause he has a crush on Phoebe lmao. He loves my plushies and treats them like his grandkids. He gives me flowers on Mother’s Day bc I’m ‘their mother’. He’s an identical twin, and they’re both so handsome! Happy birthday to him and my Tio. I hope he gets to see a skinny version of me next year. ❤️❤️

The Gag reflex is back, it kinda sucks though bc I have to take off my nails every time b4 I purge. Then reglue them on. (I wear press on every single day btw.)

I HATE HATE when my parents confront me abt things, like I understand it but I just want them to shut up and leave me alone tbh.

Like today my mom was all like ‘Stop taking to me like your the parent and I’m the child’ well maybe if you regulated your emotions and stopped acting like a five year old I’d treat you like my mom. Maybe if I didn’t have to comfort you everyday because you feel unhappy with your life I’d treat you like my mom. Maybe if you didn’t expect me to always be all sweet with you, and make you feel better about being with my dad then I’d treat you like my mom. Maybe if you stopped complaining about every single little thing that’s wrong, I’d treat you like a parent.

Stfu.

Also she got mad that I’ve been using pmo, in regular speech since it’s disrespectful, ITS A FUCKING JOKE. She was all ‘What if your dad told his father he was pissing him off?’ Yeah I guess it wouldn’t go over well bc my dad’s father is practically abusive.

Anyway, I think I’m just mad bc I broke my fast.

Friendly reminder, it doesn’t matter what it is, if you split food or a meal, always pick the smaller portion. You eat less and you look nice. Don’t be greedy.

Ugh I wish I didn’t have to eat w/ my family.