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Why do the tumblr gods punish me with such awful posts
The amount of ED bullshit I'm being recommended is insane. I've spent between 20 and 40 minutes trying to block the posts and DNI the tags. HOW MANY do you assholes have? Seriously, these people are the scum of the earth, trying to drag as many people down with them as they destroy their body for their own immedeate pleasure. It's disgusting, not to mention tragic. All those young girls and boys who will never grow up right, who will silently be avoided by those who are well adjousted and only end up with other victims or abusers who see their vulnerabilities. I see people trying to help in the comments, but they get called slurs and threatened. So deep goes the echo chamber, that, according to social theory, it classifies as a cult.
Please, alorithm, give me ANYTHING but this shit. Give me Beatles fanart, stuck up philosophical quotes, people complaining about their lives, just not this radicalisation of young teens which I am powerless to stop.
And, god forbid, should you have Anorexia or any other ED's and be reading this... Please stop. Your body doesn't hate you, it's litterally doing everything in it's power to keep you alive, and while it's good to take control over your life, this isn't the way to go. If you are struggling, talk to someone you trust, or a stranger, but don't believe those who shame/encourage your fasting. They don't care about you or your life. They just need you to be doing worse than them so that they can push themselves onwards and tell themselves they are getting sloppy.
That is all.
went out today to walk and get snacks so i could binge eat before i start fasting ⭐
here have the unaesthetic pictures 💔
Why can’t I just purge like everybody else does??? Such a pain.
I need to lose 6 points on the IBM chart, or I won’t be responsible for anything I do anymore.
I’m making November my month.
It started on Friday but who cares? Why waiting for Mondays to start doing what you truly care about?
I’ve been hungry since the day I was born.
I’ve been hungry and hungry and hungry and hungry and hungry and hungry and hungry.
I am hungry. I spend my life going around places, foaming at the mouth like a starving hyena.
All it’s left to do at the end of the day is staring at my body in the mirror and wondering when will this end.
The being unable to see even one little detail of some weight loss makes me feel like a disgusting fake.
Can’t wait to get some autonomy with food because of uni, so I can keep on going without anyone noticing/knowing.
Remember to be gentle 🩷
Remember that your body is not a machine but a living being, so don’t ask it too much in too little time.
When you’re done exercising, take it slow🩷 For example, during summer the days might reach scorching hot temperatures: when you’re done don’t chug ice cold water and go for a cold shower, give yourself time to regain some sort of balance first. Drink, slowly, ambient temperature water instead and, in order to avoid thermic shock, divide your shower in two moments: start with lukewarm water, soap up and then rinse with colder water. Stay hydrated at all times!
Why it’s important to take it slow
Giving the community I’m (mostly) talking to, your body will most likely be already under some kind of pressure, such as high calorie deficit and intense exercise even with ungodly temperatures. You need to take care of yourself in order to reach your goals with the least damage possible⭐️.
You got this🩷
Same Kanato same~ How i be like with food, literally me *stab stab* 🔪💜
I'm going back to crying over everything. I hate it. I hate how alive I feel I hate this feeling i wish I could go back and be the pale lifeless emotionless person I was, I loved feeling so numbed and zombie like where I didn't cry for everything or worry about anything, I wish I was so tired and fragile like I was. These infusions and pills... are ruining me. Thanks alot.
Why am I always the blame for everything? Am I an easy bunching bag? Does your verbal abuse really know how to humiliate me? I guess I know why I always saw myself so low and ugly
The com of shame
I hate thinking and regretting my actions of eating or what I ate it's not cool. I break my promises to myself now I have to punish myself and think about it, living in regret and restricting myself, thinking about what I can do better for next time. Time out, throwing up in a corner until I get rid of all the dirt and ugly out of my small empty stomach and everywhere.
I hate feeling so alive, I want to be a corpse cold, pale, and sleeping.
These infusions and pills... it's making my body feel human. I look healthy, I don't like it it's ruining my image
I don't want this i want to be back feeling dead and not healthy looking like. I hate being and looking like a human.
I just wanna say, if anything happens... to me. Thank you. All these thinspo pictures and photos are so motivational and inspiring and so very beautiful. But I'm slowly dying and might go to a hospital for force feed. I don't want to go to the hospital nor i do really want to die, the doctors said for me to open my eyes and change and get my head screwed on because I'm in danger to myself. Haha! Trust me, I know what I'm doing. i don't need you guys to yell at me because I already know what I am doing to myself, but nobody will understand, but myself. I'm not sure what will happen later, tomorrow, somewhere in the future, but I'm not going anywhere (I hope) again. Thank you.
June is my month this time fr.
Fuck May.