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Self H@rm - Blog Posts
draft poem i wrote the other day about self harn and dealing with urges
TW under the cut: sh (burning)
I need it, I crave the pops of the flesh against the almost frozen heat, the metal kissing my skin as flames send that familiar smell to my face. I hunger for the sting of relief. Each time I pull my hand away from something warm that voice in my head says "stay"
Intro post
Hi everyone! My name is Archie and this my intro post!
What will my blog contain?
Recovery tips for @namia, $h, ptsd/c-ptsd, depression and anxiety
Joyful moments, pretty things, achievements of myself and my peers
Poetry, photography and other art I or my loved ones make (mostly about mental health)
My struggles in recovery and how I pushed past them
Love and positivity
DNI : I don't have any dnis really, dont be an asshole or a pedo, over 18 can interact with my posts but please dont dm me anything weird
(tl;dr under the cut)
Every time I open social media im greeted with something horrible. I want to make this account to spread light to the people in the dark like I was for so long. Not everyone is as lucky as me, I have incredible support networks that i will be forever grateful for. I'm going to post recovery tips, joyful moments, my struggles with recovery and how I am overcoming them. I aim to pour my heart and soul into this project as a gift to myself and other people who are still struggling like i once did. I have learned and grown so so much over the past few years and I'm still working on bettering myself but the internet can be a scary place and i want to make it just that tiny bit better.
Thigh gap check!
I feel like it’s not enough. I want to be skinnier but I don’t know how to keep myself going with it. I just keep eating and eating. Summers coming up and I’m gonna be working at a water park. I need to be skinny for that! I just don’t know what to do anymore.
It starts as a harmless poke to my shoulder. Never a serious matter for when I turn to question you, you respond with a bright smile and remind me that it is all friendly.
Your fingerprint begins to stain my shoulders and I turn to inquire your motivations. Quickly I am shut it down cause it’s nothing serious, just a nudge.
Times pass and the skin that you torment is bruising, the pain pulsates although out my body.
Your hand is tainted crimson with my ooze but still you address me with a smile, after all it’s just a nudge.
You burry your way through my skin and uncover the most fragile parts of my being. The foundation that I am built on is disrupted by your omnipotent presence that chips away at me.
I garner up the courage to question your antics as my bones begin to splinter.
But there is no body to restore me, I am spoilt beyond recovery.
I think I hit beans today.........(woo-hoo?)
(ALSO WHY TF ARE ALMIST ALL OF MY POSTS GETTING T WORDED U FUCK)
I NOT SCARED >:<
(Please tell me u got the reference PLEASSSSE)
IM NOT HUNGRY IM NOT HUNGRY IM NOT HUNGRY IM NOT HUNGRY IM NOT HUNGRY IM NOT HUNGRY IM NOT HUNGRY IM NOT HUNGRY
VERY unpopular opinion : it's so easy to restrict or too fast when you're busy
I for one was doing math and history/geography stuff for I don't know how long and literally forgot to eat for 3 DAYS 3 FUCKING DAYS
Uhhuhm anyway I lost liek 7 FUCKING POUNDS IN 3 FUCKING DAYS
*Keeps composure cuz she's a lady* uhum
I started seeing titty bone is ghat even a thing like the cell in which the organs are in prisoned (it legit looks like prison bars ) (don't ask how I know)
AND AND GUESS WHAT. I DIDNT LOOSE TITTY FAT WOOOHOOOOOOOO
I HAVE TITTY AND IM SKINNY
YO BITCH IS SLIM THICK AHAHAH
Again I stopped caring about food like 3 months ago and lost approximately 12kg so
in conclusion :keep yo ahh busy ho
I'm laughing so hard GUYS there's a music band called STIFF LITTLE FINGERS 😭😭
Unpopular opinion: I would rather have a belly and no waist than a flat stomach and wide ribcage
Gonna reblong cuz WHY DIDDNT THIS GET MORE LIKES IM LITERALLY SO CREATIVE AND COOL AND FUNNY
I aspire to be like my hair
Fine and thin
Hehe that one nirvana song
I WANNA HIT BEANSS SO BAD
beans beans beans beans beans beans beans beans beans beans beans beans beans beans beans beans beans beans beans beans beans beans beans beans beans beans beans beans beans beans beans beans beans beans beans beans beans beans beans beans beans beans beans beans beans beans beans beans beans beans beans beans beans beans beans beans beans beans beans beans beans beans beans beans beans beans beans beans beans beans beans beans beans beans beans beans beans beans beans beans beans beans beans beans beans beans beans beans beans beans beans beans beans beans beans beans beans beans beans beans beans beans beans beans beans beans beans beans beans beans beans beans beans beans beans beans beans beans beans beans beans beans beans beans beans beans beans beans beans beans beans beans beans beans beans beans beans beans beans beans beans
The best way to put it is that trying to be clean is like constantly feeling thirsty and not being able to do anything abt it
Do u ever starve to the point u feel low-key high?
I try to manipulate myself too
I HATTTTTTTTEEEEEEEEEEEE THE FEELING OF FAT UNDER MY SKIN
I aspire to be like my hair
Fine and thin
72h fast begins now
Oh to go back to the first day i self hsrmed
My heart hurts
MAMMMAAA I WANNA DIE SOMETIMES WISHED IVE NEVER BEEN BORN AT ALLLLLL
Does amybody else have school on saturdays??
I JUST REALIZED IVE BEEN SAED WHEN I WAS A CHILD
THE MEMORY JUST LIKE APPEARED OUT OF THIN AIR OMFG WHERE WAS THIS?!
I swear when i move out i am COVERING my body in cuts from head to toe
THIS Is shspo
Tw: fake blood
I’m gonna be so fr with yall this scared me when I did it not because of the depth it was only beans (I’ll post good pic of them another time)but because of the blood I was up till 6 cleaning blood I probably bled for 2-3 hours straight
I was abt to open an $h pic when a kid sat next to me on the subway 💀💀 ☀️