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god i look like shit

body check btw but it’s not really skinny enough to need a tw!😜

do I look like cute and nerdy with glasses or do I look autistic

feedback appreciated

"A skirt should be the size of a belt" 😝

I'm gonna try to do specific workouts for a thigh gap I'll tell you how it goes😆

bodycheck

I can like almost fit both of my hands around my thighs lol like a 2 inch gap 😝 unfortunately I do not have a thigh gap 😔😔😔😔

my stomach sticks out now it never did before idk what to do about it

I'm gonna KMS I GOT A BANANA SPLIT AND ITS 1030 CALORIES 🤬🤬🤬🤬🤬🤬🤬

ITS TOO LATE TO THROW IT UPPPPPP WTFFFFFF

my omad was ice cream 😝

I always look skinnier laying down

I miss when my ribs showed 😔😔😔😔😔

I keep on trying to get my mom to be okay with me (TRYING TO) model and shes like no it's such a toxic place it promotes eds and they'll want you to lose weight and show your ribs and I'm just like....I'm actually wanting that already

LIKE MY POST TO GET SKINNIER OR SOMETHING ‼️‼️‼️‼️‼️this is the only form of social media where I show my face 😭 so I'm not too worried about people finding me I love my severely triggering communities though 😝💕

idk why I'm posting this tbh

I hate the fact that I naturally have a wide rib cage 🙁🙁🙁🙁🙁 No matter how much weight I lose or how skinny I get I won't have the super tiny waist and the slim upper body ☹️☹️☹️

lightning makes it always look different lol

it looks like I'm fat but I have abs 😭

BODYCHECKKKKK 😝😝😝😝

I actually love the first pic omg💕

let's just say my stomach looks like that cuz I ate a lot tonight 😝

also my pants are actually so unflattering there's literally no way to look good in them

Got my period. Binged. Purged. Cried.

have you ever taken pictures and think you look good and then it's like woah reality check 😓😓😓😓

I finally realized that I gain weight when I eat more than usual!!!!! yayyyyy (I'm joking I want to cut the fat right off of me)

I hate when my stomach sticks out a little because I'm girl and I have a uterus 🤬🤬🤬🤬

I just did the second pics because I LOVE THIS SHIRT SM IT MAKES ME LOOK THINNER 😝😝😝😝

Can't wait to lose weight 💕

y'all I'm literally so clever for thinking of that omg 😝

what are your ways to punish yourself when you binge or eat more than you want to? besides the basic starving,binging more lol, purging and stuff. like unconventional ways or something

I think about it so much when I eat more, it's all I think about for hours and I really wanna sh and stuff but I also like deprive myself of stuff I like too, just things I like to do.

I'm just curious what weird stuff other gorgeous but ed girls do

YALL IF YOU WANT TO BE TRIGGERED GO WAYCH ONCE UPON A TIME IN HOLLYWOOD OMFG

there's some hippies in it and they are all like so so pretty AND thin omg I just like to look at thinspo pictures I think they're just so nice but they just give me a vague feeling of want BUT THIS MOVIE MOTIVATED ME LIKE HELL 😭😭😭😭

idk why the pose is weird but like the outfits are bomb in the movie too

Thought I looked cute

I'll probably want to delete later but it somehow seems so embarrassing to do that

i really like my hat

had like 1500 cals today so ig its a metab day????

side note SILCO GYAT DAYUM

LEAVE SOME FINENESS FOR THE REST OF US

not before im perfect.

Soooo these busy days I mentioned are over and I have in fact reached my lowest weight since summer! It's probably not that impressive but I am incredibly happy still. (And yes, I am in fact absolutely drained but I did have fun, I'm just so tired now 🥲)

Now I have this Sunday to get through, then a week of school when restricting will be easy of course, but then I'll have two weeks off due to Eastern....

I guess I'll really have to bury myself in work and exercise then and not give myself the chance to eat anything besides the meals I'll have to eat with my family.

Breakfast I should always be able to skip, dinner too I could say I take to my room to eat there because of school work or something, and then lunch I'll just have to always help preparing so I know exactly what we'll eat and so I can make at least my serving lower in calories.

Maybe I'll also have to resort to the sad Pinterest ana meals with half a cucumber and egg whites, because my parents don't seem to know an awful lot about nutrition, and as long as I eat anything they tend to not raise an eyebrow.

(No hate on these kind of meals, they're really a game changer, but since I tend to do OMAD and a small snack, I just really like to make my meals more colorful and more interesting)

I'll also have more time to exercise, then I know of two days on which I can fast, because we'll be travelling to my Grandma, and for a couple of days only my Dad and I will be home, and I have a feeling that will make not eating/eating low-cal meals even easier.

(Partly because the chance someone is going to be in the kitchen when I want to measure out my food will be lower lol)

not a day goes by w/o monster <33

this one is my fav, n it only has 10 cals ^^

i jst broke my 35h fast </33

@vodozemacc350 i hope ur happy now 😔 </3 /hj

guyz, my fav community got taken down </3

tumblr, PLEASE stop taking down our safe spaces omfg

my intro !!!

charlie!!

they/them [non-binary, afab]

pan aroace [demiromantic+aceflux]

in a relationship!! my amazing dear darling wife: @vodozemacc350

teen [not comfortable w sharing my age, but my age range is 13-16]

4nor3xia, depression, anxiety, sh add1ct (cvtter) + other undiagnosed mental health illnesses (undiagnosed autism n borderline personality disorder)

im chronically ill, but i dont like talking abt it a lot

i talk a lot abt my sh n 4nor3xia, so if u feel uncomf w seeing that, block me, dont report

scene + indie

please use tonetags 4 me ToT

my dms r open, talk to me please TvT

u can ask if u want any of my other social

DNI LIST:

p3dos, z00s, any other ___phile (this is a kinda-dni, im ok w interacting w u as long as u dont say/do anything bad bcz i have trauma from multiple p4rapl1les i met in the past)

h0mophobes, r4cists, tr4nsphobes, m1sogynist, ect.

ESPECIALLY trump supporters

fandoms:

arcane

mouthwashing

pjo

hp

icp

fear street [both books n movies]

mlp

sally face

scream

+ many more that i dont remember rn-

my 4n4 info!!

hw/sw: 45 kg

cw: 44.6 kg

gw1: 42 kg

gw2: 40 kg

ugw: 38kg

thatz it <3 bye ^^

my cal limit is not a goal

the goal for tomorrow is to only eat the healthier options i have, other than that just gum

hi edblrrr!!!! i’m not new here nor to edtwt and i wanna make friends! (also to do diets together and stuff)