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ACTUALLY being stuck and having NO solution but suicide is so unbearably cruel

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Tw-fake blood

Old photo but still a good one, I did it with the thin blades in razors but the 100 Benadryl I took definitely help me get that deep it was to the bone but I didn’t get a photo before it got a lot of blood in it because I was really high and lost my memory shortly after and I don’t remember anything from four days after this

THIS Is shspo

Tw: fake blood

I’m gonna be so fr with yall this scared me when I did it not because of the depth it was only beans (I’ll post good pic of them another time)but because of the blood I was up till 6 cleaning blood I probably bled for 2-3 hours straight

I was abt to open an $h pic when a kid sat next to me on the subway 💀💀 ☀️

im either cvtting, complaining abt not r3strict!ng well enough, or studying til i can't think anymore and i wont stop until i get skinnier and keep those grades up.

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Always, ‘Why do you cvt?’ ‘What’s wrong?’ ‘Stop..For me😔’ ‘Why would you do that?!’ ‘Ew.’ ‘Attention seeking.’

and NEVER, ‘’Oooh that’s hot, let me help you boo.💋💋’’

I really need to cut my all my blades are so dull. :(

She’s literally so perfect omg, I wanna get yarts then cvt with her, but idk if she’d be up for that. 😔

I’ve been cvtting all afternoon..It’s so euphoric, but I always feel like I need to go deeper after a while bc it just doesn’t effect me in the same way. I’m always thinking about how much easier it will be to cvt when I’m thin.

ALL SFX NOT REAL!!

BLOCK DON’T REPORT!!

MAKEUP PRACTICE!

Ignore my fat thighs but I thought my cuts looked pretty today.

JUST TOOK A SHARPINER FROM MY ART TEACHER, I’VE BEEN MAKING CUTE BABY STYRO’S ALL DAY, SINCE I’VE BEEN HOME. ❤️❤️❤️

Where do I get razors? Like I really wanna try the Matgicol ones, but my parents are always on my ass about cutting, and my mom took all my razors. And those were just from pencil sharpeners, they were barley effective anyway.

Need a cut that’s so bad I bleed out and I die if I don’t go to the hospital (hypothetically)

telling him i relapsed y’all IM SO SCARED

so i’m actually ending it. he’s gonna be upset with me cause i relapsed. fuuuuckkkk.

dm if u want pics

my man said it was wrong of my friend to give me advice and tips for cvtting and said i need to be better BUT I DONT WANT TOOO

he knew what he was doing when he chose the mentally ill one

what do you use for $h? (like razor blades, glass, ect)

i use the blades from razors, i think they work the best. i don’t use a specific brand or anything just what’s there yk

i swear i cannot be the only one who scrolls and looks at sh when i’m bored or when i’m eating

WAIT CAN I SEE THE CARVING I CANT DM BC I FORGOT TO CONFIRM MY EMAIL BUT IF U SEND IT I CAN STILL SEE GAHHH

GURLLL I DKNT WANNA GET T WORDED, i might put a filter on it if you want OR try to confirm your email

can y’all please please PLEASE ask me anonymous questionssss

i’m in school and i’m so boreddd

my man said he’s proud of me for not cvtting and said even if i do it’s okay because i’m trying but i reallyyyy don’t know what to do, i haven’t in a few days since i carved his name but i really want to, the urges are so strong but he’s gonna ask me why and a bunch of other shit (he’s studying psychology so he’s always on my ass” WHAT DO I DOOOO

stop y’all, i literally opened tumblr while on the school wifi and forgot they have certain things blocked and when i opened tumblr it showed the “this is usually your dashboard” SHIT AND I GOT SO SCAREDDDD

Haii :3 i just wanted to say that you're really cool! ^^

hiii!! omg thank you so so much youre so sweetttt <3 <3

i’m just scared i’m gonna get t worded again

I DID IT!! DM IF YOU WANNA SEE

i love my man i would carve his name into me for him.

i love my man i would carve his name into me for him.